orvida | It's been a while sincei last posted!

I know that it's has been a while since i last posted 7 weeks to be precise.Anyway my life has taken a turn for the worst but i'm holding on to hope that the next year will be a whole lot better for me and the family (not likely)
but i'm willing to try anything within reason
here's my problem my landlord wants to sell her house which is fine.It's her house but you should be given notice before hand which she did infact the problem with that is i'm subsidized because on my own i could not afford new york city price range in rent not even with (1) 2 people working in the house remember i'm out on disability right now
anyway. my computer blew up after i had it fix
and now i'm back to using that crappy 95 windows
shit, and it shuts off whenever i try to access certain sites so if you don't see me comment which is rare indeed you know why. I have to go the the blasted library just to check my email and read all of your lovely stories. or i have to print them out and bring them home to read at my leisure anyway i loved the month of november stories i read everything i could print which costs me somewhere between 50-75$
just to print out the stories themselves. I would love to thank daxzia and helliongoddess for friending me i really enjoyed reading your stories also moonsilverfic and candika's stories also.And everyone else's also so if i don't comment as often just know that i'm reading all stories i can print before the library closes and i go everyday monday thru saturday.so you do the math i'm making them richer while i'm going broker.But hey for these stories i've read who in the blue blazes cares i need to read at least 20-30 stories a nite just to take my mind off of my troubles at home.Trust me on that one. Also ditch i've been emailing you to try and find out something if you see this post email me i'm having trouble with my paypal account seems some one got a hold of some information so the site keeps locking me out but i want those books so if you could please email me we can make other arrangements for me to pay you for the books alright anyway it's early and i'm at the library posting this so i'm going to go home and try and get some much needed rest so that i can go apartment hunting in a few hours i have until the end of this month to be moved out of that apartment so the landlord says who knows for sure she lies so much but i just don't have the energy to fight this one when i can't even seem to control my own house hold at the moment. can't wait till later to come back to the library and see what interesting stories are posted up. hopefully i would have found a decent apartment i might consider renting it's a 4 bedroom that i need so you know it's going to be hell today their talking like it may or may not snow again today i hope not that will only trigger my dam asthma and i can't afford to end up in no dam hospital right now i doubt that i would go anyway i'm as stubborn as sanzo when i want to be myself.
But to those whose birthdays have passed i hoped that you enjoyed yourselves and your time with your loved ones and i hope everyone had a happy thanks giving also and most importantly i wish everyone a very merry x-mas and a safe and healthy new year that is coming up in another 26 days. I think i'm going to buy me a laptop computer for x-mas if not before that i need my stories to keep me sane.** ^_^ lol