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Homophobia and You: They're people too! Stop the hate and spread the love!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.
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Post this on your profile if you hate racism

The white man said, "Colored people aren't allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir...when I was born I was Black, when I grew up I was Black, when I'm sick I'm Black,when I go in the sun I'm Black, when I'm cold I'm Black and when I die I will be Black. But you sir, when you're born you're Pink, when you grow up you where White, when you're sick you're Green, when you're in the sun you're Red, when you're cold you're Blue, and when you die you will be Purple. And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man turned around and sat down, and the white man walked away...
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I realise that everyone out side of my self is/are having problems far worst off then mine',s not to trivilise anyone's problem i'm not that selfesh.I was looking at my friends page and i came across car_jack's post it sadden me to read this post, so i'm going to put aside my rambling and ask everyone out here rather you believe in god or not to say a prayer for her,and her friend who has to have surgery and hopefully her friend will make a speedy recovery. And let her know that she's in your prayers rather you know her or not it's very comforting to know that some besides ourselves need that push to go forth in life to know that they are not alone ever. car_jack i may not know you personaly but i do wish your friend a very successful surgery and a speedy road to recovery. I will say a prayer and i will burn a candle for the both of you.
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I deeply appreciate the advice i was given.
1) I have a pins on my 3 older children 16,15,14 which stands for person inneed of supervision which is to cover my ass in cases such as these.
Right now i'm so stressed out i don't know if i'm coming or going,a little while ago i was on my way back from the laundry mat and this lady comes around the corner asking if we knew who child this was imagine my surprise when it turned out to be my 2 yo with just his t shirt and pull up on no shoes i was f#@#### out of my mind because i left him upstairs in the house with my husband and the other 4 children i was breaking my god he could have been killed by a car bus or god nows what any way it all turned out for the better i got my baby and he is well but now i feel as if i can't trust no one in my household to even keep a watch on the baby for the love of god now do you'll understand why i'm freaking out.
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Now that the more pressing issues in my life are just abouy over still waiting on my decision from the disability judge but i believe i have a good chance of wining my case.

Now back to the cross road i'm at as i've stated my children are the crosses i have to bear they are hard headed the more i try and tell them there are choices in life they you have to make but always try to do right and most importanly always be a leader and not a follower,again a hard head makes asoft ass i recently had to sign my oldest son out of school because he basicaly dropped out and i got tired of being forced to go to court because of his choice not to go my family is coming at me like it's my fault.Your the parent he's the child but when you've walked in my shoes for a day tell me about it.

Now my oldest daughter lies to my face and i'm the mean one!
She asks can she go to her girlfriends house i say alright call me when you get their no problem she rides on the bus with my older sister and tells her she's going to her boyfriends house and i've warned her i will have him and anyone else in that house arrested if i find out about it. Now keep in mind she's told me one story and my sister another,i didn't find out until later like 3 days ago she threewayed me on the phone were her girlfiend called and i spoke to her and my daughter so i'm not thinking anything about it.
Now my sister calls me and drops her story on me wtf i'm thinking i call over their no one answers the got dam phone i left over 100 messages threatening them with adiding and abetting a minor she's only 15 i'm so going to kick her ass when she walks thru my front door. not only for that reason but she has sent of her younger sisters back to back to the got dam emergency room
first my 11 yo daughter she beat the hell out of her the girl was screaming bloody murder i want to knock her out myself for the way she was screaming
took her to the er everything ok.

now my 3rd oldest remember my other post hell walketh the earth well these same women are still triing to get at her and she's another hard head case no matter what i say they just don't listen and i'm sick and tired of my family saying that it's my fault because i don't put my foot in their asses but on the other hand if i do put my hands on them i'll end up in jail or worse death row that is the main factor in why i won't hit them because i would hit them for past,present and furture wrong doings.

So to all the parents out here if you have any advice about what i can and should do i would appreciate it very my .For I am at a cross roads in my life.
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I posted the payments today for the two young ladies i owed for the saiyuki items. you should recieve the cc by wednsday/thursday.

peri i sent you 160.00 look for it to reach you by wensday/thursday.
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Yang Lee i sent out the last of the payment to your parents as you stated to me in our last post.i hate using your names, but i can't find your email address for the life of me so i'm sorry if you feel uncomfortable about this.
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To yang lee i need for you to email me asap my computer is in the grave yard and i need your correct address to send you the rest of the payment i don't want you to think that i forgot about you i didn't . but i was reluctant to send it out with out the correct information. email me asap please i'm at the library now and i have the mail with me but i'm not gonna post it until i know for sure you will get it. ok geri

to the other young lady i will be sending you a total of 159.00 certified mail in the morning with the tracking # 12200+3700=159.00 so you know who you are when i post this email me this library will be closing in another 35 minutes.
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To the person i don't want to say your name but you know your intials H.Y.L. i'm sending the rest of what i owe you out today but it's going out by regular mail i have your correct address now. i would have emailed you but everytime i tried to my stupid computer would shut off so i had to do it this way sorry if anyone nows your name/intials not ment to be disrespectful in any way shape fashionor form etc. anyway you email me when you get this message
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Wow i just got thru looking at d_g's pictures they are beautiful.I can only imagine what they look like up close and personal.
The scenery was gorgeous and i love mountains always have the only mountains i've ever climbed were at bear mountain in new jersey when i was younger. Or the mountains i passed going to my brothers house up in Albany, NY and i was on the grey hound bus not like i could get out the bus and take pictures anyway.
I think i might take up photograpy after looking at d_j's pictures because i sure as hell can't draw nothing good. Hell the closest i've come to being out of the us is thru some ones else's description/pictures.
When all of my children are grown maybe me and the old man will get our passports and go around the world on a dream honeymoon first place i want to go is Tokyo,Japan. And then the other continents and states included.
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my yahoo is not working proberly so if you have to post it to me unless it's of a personal message. than i will have to go to the library to see it but your information is secure with me.

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listen when you respond to a comment i may make /or have a to ask a question of me post it in my journal because my yahoo is not working proberly right now ,at the moment.unless it's of a personal nature then i will have to go to the library but my site is very secure so have no worry that you or your information or whatever we discuss will be seen by others.

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to the people who emailed me at yahoo for some reason your messages aren't coming thru just post in my journal and i will respond in kind thank you
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