I'm at a cross road in my life

[orvida]

Now that the more pressing issues in my life are just abouy over still waiting on my decision from the disability judge but i believe i have a good chance of wining my case.

Now back to the cross road i'm at as i've stated my children are the crosses i have to bear they are hard headed the more i try and tell them there are choices in life they you have to make but always try to do right and most importanly always be a leader and not a follower,again a hard head makes asoft ass i recently had to sign my oldest son out of school because he basicaly dropped out and i got tired of being forced to go to court because of his choice not to go my family is coming at me like it's my fault.Your the parent he's the child but when you've walked in my shoes for a day tell me about it.

Now my oldest daughter lies to my face and i'm the mean one!
She asks can she go to her girlfriends house i say alright call me when you get their no problem she rides on the bus with my older sister and tells her she's going to her boyfriends house and i've warned her i will have him and anyone else in that house arrested if i find out about it. Now keep in mind she's told me one story and my sister another,i didn't find out until later like 3 days ago she threewayed me on the phone were her girlfiend called and i spoke to her and my daughter so i'm not thinking anything about it.
Now my sister calls me and drops her story on me wtf i'm thinking i call over their no one answers the got dam phone i left over 100 messages threatening them with adiding and abetting a minor she's only 15 i'm so going to kick her ass when she walks thru my front door. not only for that reason but she has sent of her younger sisters back to back to the got dam emergency room
first my 11 yo daughter she beat the hell out of her the girl was screaming bloody murder i want to knock her out myself for the way she was screaming
took her to the er everything ok.

now my 3rd oldest remember my other post hell walketh the earth well these same women are still triing to get at her and she's another hard head case no matter what i say they just don't listen and i'm sick and tired of my family saying that it's my fault because i don't put my foot in their asses but on the other hand if i do put my hands on them i'll end up in jail or worse death row that is the main factor in why i won't hit them because i would hit them for past,present and furture wrong doings.

So to all the parents out here if you have any advice about what i can and should do i would appreciate it very my .For I am at a cross roads in my life.

Comments

[chemcat.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear about your troubles ... I cannot give you an advice since I'm not a parent; but once upon a time I was a terrible brat and my Mom didn't know what to do with me ... I know it's a poor consolation but there's hope that with time your kids will 'calm down' so to speak. I hope you'll have strength to see it through!