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Post this on your profile if you hate racism

The white man said, "Colored people aren't allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir...when I was born I was Black, when I grew up I was Black, when I'm sick I'm Black,when I go in the sun I'm Black, when I'm cold I'm Black and when I die I will be Black. But you sir, when you're born you're Pink, when you grow up you where White, when you're sick you're Green, when you're in the sun you're Red, when you're cold you're Blue, and when you die you will be Purple. And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man turned around and sat down, and the white man walked away...
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Infinity Lyrics
Artist:Hoshi Souichiro

Song Description:Goku Song

taiyou ni itsumo akogare sora o miage sugo shita hiroi sekai ni kakure te ru himitsu shiri mo shinai de *daiji na koto wa me ni wa mienai mune de kanjiru dake hibishii furu o shitte matsu kisetsu no you ni kitto hito wa takusan no mirai motte umare ta hazu kono hibi o kagayaki ni kaeru sora ni hajinai tame donna hi mo sora ni taiyou sore de tsuyosa oboe ta achira kochira ni bara maita tsumi mo uke ire you ka hontou no koto dare mo shiranai wakaru FURI dake dane kagami ni utsuru kao ga subete janai you ni kitto # hito wa mugen no chikara o itsuka toki hanateru itsu no hi mo taiyou ni mukai ikite iru kagiri wa * # Repeat
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Blow Winds Lyrics
Artist:Sanzou (Seki Toshihiko), Goku (Hoshi Souichirou), Gojyo (Hirata Hiroaki)

Song Description:Sanzo, Goku, Gojyo Song

itsuka konna michi o mita you de
tooi dokoka no kiwoku demo
tsuki ga sora niwa shiroku kagayaki nagai kage o otoshita

suna hokori no hoka wa nani mo naku
tada massugu no kono michi niwa
shin to tsumetai yoru no shizuke sa
nazeka mitasare te iru

mae nimo ushiro nimo susumu koto ga deki zuni
tatazumu tomadoi sore dake ni mi o makase
amata no hoshi tachi ni
idakare tara kono mama
akenai yoru tooku kie temo ii

*Take the blow winds itsumo kaze ga fuite ta
yowaku obie sugita senaka tsuyoku osu mitai ni

**Take the blow winds michi wa chikau mono dato
fui ni aruki dashi kizuku koto waruku wa nai to

itsumo konna kurikaeshi bakari
tsuzuke sugoshi te kita no nara
ikite yuku no wa nagai akirame
tsugi wa doko e kaerou

yama toka taniga toka koete wa mata mukae te
iradachi koukai oshi tsubu sare sou ni naru
otome te nakushi te ta ano hi mite ta yume tachi
azake nagara toori sugi te itta

***Take the blow winds itsumo kaze ga fuite ta
mayoi kotae suteta hoho o tsuyoku utsu mitai ni

****Take the blow winds haruka hikari otome te
kakugo kime tanara subete wa kono te no hira de tsukame ru

*****Take the blow winds itsumo kaze ga fuite ta
asa ga konai yoru ga owari shiron da sora nagareru

Take the blow winds asu e mukai hajimeru
ima wa shinjiru koto soshite mata aruite yukeru
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Proud of My Loneliness Lyrics
Artist:Hoshi Souichiro

Song Description:Son Goku Song

deatta ano kikara tatsuka shiza kanji teta
tsume taiyo kukaou ochito mitsumeta

hodoke ai kusari ni kokoro no na wareta mama
mitsumete ika sora wa setsunai kurai ma

kushinde kanashimi yo wasurete kuishita
tooi yukuragi kaibuki wa nai kedo

mune no koto wo kana shinjiteru
kako mo yume mo subete dakishimete
ikite yukou

ashita no chitsu nande darenimo motenai kedo
ano sora no yukou ne tattaka yonde ru

ni ka shita nozomi zaeka tsura yoake wo
ima mo kurikaeru koto datte aru kedo

atsuki omoi gewashi naitara
namida egao subete dakishimete
ikite yukou

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I've decided that i can't keep running to the defense of my children all i can do is love them they have to learn that in this life nothing is a given.

If every time they get a scrape and i'm going crazy triing to help them they'll never learn. I'm 40 not 20 my body is going thru it's own changes and me and keith are not getting any younger.I've called my friends and told them to do nothing unless they are really triing to hurt my family.

But at the same time i can't let my guard down either.

It is what it is, my daughter sheena has to learn lessons in this life if i keep enabling her she will never learn. She unquestionably knows that i love her, same as my son and all of my children. But i can't live their lives for them they have to grow up at some point and time and take responsibility for their actions.

Now as for me health wise i have been having dizzy spells for the past few weeks and with everything going on i have to start focusing more on me and the younger ones and less on my older children.

Now onto more important stuff going on with Me Myself and I

I've been going on to my flist list and reading more stories on those sites and i'm only upto the letters a-b so if your on my flist give me time to get to your sites it's nothing personal.

I'm just organized that way some people whose flist i'm on i read their stories more so often. But again to the others just give me a chance to get my priorities in order and i promise i will get to your stories, their isn't enough time in my day to go thru everyone's all the time with my Doctors appt's and than going to 4 different schools 1 Public School 1 JHS and 2 H.S.'s it isn't easy there isn't enough time for me in the day all the time.
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It's late out here in the city i can't sleep Dr's appt has me on edge,i have to see the neurologist in the morning and i'm worried about what he may or may not say about my back,no surgery plz.

Anyway i have been rereading quite a few of my favorite stories and they are many.

I wanted to try and join in the gift fic but i missed the deadline anyway i can't wait to read the stories once they are posted. I just know that they will be steamy as they always are.

I believe that the writers of these stories are quite brilliant! When it comes to writing such erotic stories and bringing them to life, i just visualize every detail that is set in the story and i imagine that i'm their as a third party of course.

Anyway i'm off to rereading some more of these delicious stories^____^
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Hello everyone it has been a minute since i've last posted but i just feel so angry and revengeful right now. My 2 oldest children were assaulted in 1 weeks time first my daughter sheena is assaulted by some jealous bitch.Let me explain when we first moved over to were i reside now, their was a young man that pretended to to like her just to make his ex-girlfriend jealous by using her and i told her that this young asshole was trouble yet she chose to try and see the good in him and i told her that he was bad thru and thru you may ask yourself how would i know this i can basically look at you and read you without you saying anything comes from years of being around cynical older folkes i guess anyway they supposedly had a relationship which my daughter denies only god knows for sure. we fast forward to last week my daughter goes to one of her friends house which it turns out to be an illegal apartment the asshole she alledgedly had a relationship with and the girlfriend are their she rings the bell, the bitch comes down to let her in and while my daughter's back is turned the bitch snuffs her(attacks from behind)now while my baby is triing to get her vision in focus the bitch proceeds to pull her hair while triing to knock her down to stomp on her she finaly gets herself righted but she never raised her hands to the bitch, the asshole guy is just standing their watching never intervenes to stop the fight from taking place sheena is alright,she comes to me on friday morning and gives me a clump of hair and tells me what happen of course i'm very upset,but more so with her because i've warned her time and time again stay out of that house but a hard head makes a soft ass. Now we jump to friday past my son ali goes to the store to get a sandwhich, while waiting the same asshole i've warned my daughter about who never liked her brother anyway starts a fight with my son and then 2 others jump on the band wagon they jumped my son in the store and pulled him out side and starts hitting and kicking him in the back of the head and so forth.
My neighbors come and tells me what is happening. Now keith isn't home so i have the 4 little ones in the house so i'm putting my clothes on, next a police officer knocks on my door and asks if i'm the mother of ali and i tell him yes i'll be right there so as we go down the steps to go out the building he's explaining that my son is lying in the street but he doesn't appear to be hurt, my first thoughts are did they cut/stab him which thank god turns out not to be the case but he refuses to get up even with my assistance. So i'm thinking maybe they (poked him) ice pick weapon so no that wasn't the case either thank god. So even with the cops help my son is still refusing to get up so i told them to take him to the hospital to be on the safe side run x-rays and all of these other tests on him just to make sure that he is in fact alright you know internal injuries and all. So he's ok.
So now i have an idea of who these people are and i ask my son point blank he won't answer but my instincts tell me what i need to know plus the fact that i can read my children's body langauge. Anyway the art of talking with out talking (eye contact). so i call my big sister and i'm telling her what just happened and i feel so useless because i want to killed these sons of bitches with my bare hands for what they have done to my kids. All i can do is pray that my daughter wakes up and smell the coffee and stay away from that apartment for next time she may lose her life for being hardheaded. I keep stressing not everything that glitters is gold everyone that smiles in your face is not your friend. My daughter takes after me in one way you want to see the good in everyone but everyone has a 360 degree within them 180 is good and the other is bad it's what you chose to do with yourself that makes you good or bad anyway i keep telling her for warned is for armed rather, she listens is another story. I just keep hoping and praying she learns this before i'm putting flowers on her or my sons coffin for next time she may not be so lucky. Now my problem is this these are grown people we are talking about the bitch is 19 my daughter is 16, the 3 that jumped my son are 21.27 and the bitch is the 19 year old that assaulted my daughter yes it was 3 of them that jumped my son. Remember my son ali is only 17y.o. Now i'm debating with myself do i really want revenge or not? On the one hand if i call my people their insane, take no prisoners type of people but i don't want a blood bath because i have to live here too. But on the other hand what if these same asholes come back and really hurt one of my children is that a risk i'm really willing to take! So my hands are tied in that respect,but the more i ponder that dark side we all have is gaining ground in my mind and i'm fighting it. When i went to the hospital to pick up my son i just got angrier for seeing what they have done to him. My son is very handsome, he has beautiful hair and a smile, very sexy complexion to match now it's just black and blue. He wants to fight these men again and i keep telling him no leave it alone! But in my mind i can't leave it alone whose to say next time if they won't kill him (shot him). Now me as a parent of 7 children i have alot to lose but i'm like my mom in one retrospect i want my children to put dirt on my coffin not me having to put dirt on their coffins.So now i'm back to square one is revenge the right way to go or just leave it. I know that hind sight is 20/20 but i'm just at a crossroads in my life. I keep telling my children that Karma has away of coming back and biting you in the ass but do i practice what i preach or not?
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Your very welcomed and I thank you Ditch_Gospel for the beautiful items I've recieved today.

Every last one is so beautiful especially the 18+book.
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Kikue Mugen i recieve my book today and again, Thank You in advance i shall enjoy reading every page back to back for ever.
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My friend deb and I were on the phone the other day just talking literally for hours on end about everything and nothing you know women talk. Anyway she said to me about the children of the world today, all walks of life black & white and so on and so forth about there actions and consequences they must accept for when they don't listen to their elders when they are being told about right from wrong, anyway this is what she stated and it made a whole lot of sense to me maybe if one person heeds it they will live a hell of alot longer. In school you are taught a lesson and than you are given a test. In life you are given a test than you are taught the lesson. Code Of The Streets. Now On To My Famous Quotes: 1:"The United States is like the guy at the party who gives cocaine to everybody and still nobody likes him" Jim Samuels. 2:"No age or time of life,no position or circumstances has a monopoly on success. Any age is the right age to start doing." Gerard 3:"If you love somebody,let them go for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't they never were." Kahlil Gibran 4:"The beauty of life is, while we cannot undo what is done, we can see it, understand it, learn from it and change, So that every new moment is spent not in regret, guilt, fear or anger, but in wisdom, understanding and love." Jennifer Edwards 5:"All philosophies are mental fabrications there has never been a single doctrine by which one could enter the true essence of things." NagarJuna 6)"Looking for peace is like looking for a turtle with a moustache,you won't be able to find it. But when your heart is ready, peace will come looking for you." Ajahn Chah 7:"You are your own teacher, looking for teachers can't solve your own doubts, Investigate yourself to find the truth -inside, not outside, knowing yourself is most important." Ajahn Chah 8:"Only one book is worth reading: The Heart." Ajahn Chah 9:"When one does not understand death,life can be very confusing." Ajahn Chah 10:"All infractions of love and equity in our social relations are speedily punished,They are punished by fear, whilst i stand in simple relations to my fellow-man, I have no displeasure in meeting him. We meet as water meets water,or as two currents of air mix with perfect diffusion and interpretation of nature, But as soon as there is any departure from simplicity,and attempt at halfness, or good for me that is not good for him, My neighbor feels that wrong: He shrinks from me as far as i have shrunk from him, his no longer seek mine; there is war between us; there is hate in him and fear in me." Ralph Waldo Emerson 11:"Great minds discuss ideas,Average minds discuss events, small minds discuss people." Eleanor Roosevelt 12:"Love is the beauty of the soul." Saint Augustine of Hippo 13:"My night has become a sunny dawn because of you." Ibn Abbad 14:"Never frown because you never know who might be falling in love with your smile." Justin Milton 15:"We come to love not,not by finding a perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect perfect person perfectly." Sam Keen 16:"Eventually you will come to understand that love heals everything,and love is all there is." Arrigo Boito 17:"Only love can be divided endlessly and still not diminish." Anne Morrow Lindberg 18:"The heart that loves is always young." Proverb 19:"I never knew how to worship until,i knew how to love." Henry Ward Beecher
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Somebody tell me is Supernatural "Wishful Thinking" amazing or what? Sam and dean got jokes i can tell you.

The dam teddy bear is reading porno and drinking liquor next he commits suicide.

The little boy todd pushes over that big as truck.

Hope blew dean literally out of his shoes.

That shit was so dam funny when dean had todd pretend to have bullied him just to get the real bullies to leave him alone.

Dean finally admits that he remembers everything that happen to him in hell but he won't tell sam about it.o.o
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I never thought that i would live to see this day were we would come together as a nation and in one voice call out for a change. I admit that i had my doubts about Barack Obama he was an unknown to me and i freely admit that i'm set in my ways when it comes to certain changes going on in the world around me the color of his skin did not play apart of that doubt for as he is biracial i am also in that category when it comes to my families genetic markup.

I had doubts for he never said exactly where he stood for as far as i know,

1: Health-care
2: Roe Vs Wade
3: Economy Jobs Housing Schools Etc.
4: The War going on in Iraq

But anyway the country has spoken and i'm listening and i'm very happy that i've gotten to see the day where a black family is going to live in the White House for the next 4 years.

Ps i took my daughters with me for them to see what it is like to actually vote
they voted literally for me the pulled the lever and the switches all the way and i watch, for this is what people fought and died for, my father being one of those people that died.

Remeber that it is your right to vote, not a privilege !!!!!!!!!!
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The Graduate The Graduate
lil geri's graduating today. sheena is just tagging along.
lil geri getting ready to recieve her diploma lil geri getting ready to recieve her diploma
Geri is getting ready to go on stage to recieve her diploma
We pledge allegiance We pledge allegiance
these were the colour gaurds notice only females are on stage.0.0
looking at me looking at me
Geri is approaching the stage to recieve her diploma.
getting on to the commencement getting on to the commencement
getting ready to be honored for their accomplishments.

Ready to throw up their caps Ready to throw up their caps
getting ready to throw up their caps.
First one at the school First one at the school
We were the first one's to enter the school before the ceremony.
sheena rocking geri's graduating gear sheena rocking geri's graduating gear
sheena rocking lil geri's graduation attire.
Heavenly and geri chilling Heavenly and geri chilling
lil geri getting ready to go to her prom at hostos community college.
lil geri and her god brother ron lil geri and her god brother ron
lil geri hanging with her godbrother before leaving for her prom.
lil geri's graduating today lil geri's graduating today
This is after the commencement ceremony. sheena and geri styling and profiling for me.
geri and malachi miracle geri and malachi miracle
My baby malachi cheering his big sister on for graduating.
geri and har school partner geri and har school partner
lil geri and her school buddy after the ceremony.
we are family we are family
we are family we are family
keith lil geri and me big geri after the ceremony. As you can see i now use a cane to get around.
chilling finaly chilling finaly
lil geri can now relax after a tedious year of studying, ah the angst of 8th graders.
freedom at long last freedom at long last
Freedom at long last. NOW ONTO HIGH SCHOOL.
lil geri and sheena lil geri and sheena
showing the victory sign for finaly getting out of 8th grade.

sheena holding lil geri up before her prom sheena holding lil geri up before her prom
sheena's showing off that she can pick up lil geri.
ali and lil geri ali and lil geri
Ah my cross to bear this is my oldest son ali and lil geri goofing around before she left for her prom.

My miracle My miracle
This is my youngest he was still born,but i ask the dr not to play god just do whatever he had too. And he gave me my miracle hence the name miracle.I was 7 months when i had him. In this picture he was 1 week old.
Aaliyah Aaliyah
This is aaliyah's prom day.
Miracle and aaliyah Miracle and aaliyah
miracle cheering for aaliyah's prom day to forth.
aaliyah and her crew aaliyah and her crew
aaliyah and her crew chilling at their prom.
aaliyah aaliyah
aaliyah getting ready to go up on stage for her diploma.
getting the finishing touches in place getting the finishing touches in place
aaliyah is all resdy to go get her diploma. The angst of 5th graders.Yikes.
Aaliyah is waiting Aaliyah is waiting
Aaliyah's all set to go get em.
waving to me and keith waving to me and keith
aaliyah's waving at me for i didn't even see her,keith did.
After the ceremony After the ceremony
aaliyah and friend after the ceremony was completed.
Aaliyah and her friend alison Aaliyah and her friend alison
Hard to believe it was raining on this day. But all's well ends well.
shakeitha shakeitha
shakeitha recieving her commencement award.
we are family we are family
these are keith first 2 children ,he was 47 when i had shakeitha and 49 when i had tamina. Talk about waiting.>.<

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All the gangs together again.

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we are fanily for sure we are fanily for sure
aaliyah,geri,sheena,charlie,keith,me shakeitha,tamina and miracle on the cover of Essence my bad I have to covers one for feds and this one^^.

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we are fanily for sure we are fanily for sure
aaliyah,geri,sheena,charlie,keith,me shakeitha,tamina and miracle on the cover of FEDS.

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alicameron in better days 0.0 alicameron in better days 0.0
graduating from 8th grade. what the hell happened.>.<
we are family we are family
Taking pictures before we go to the movies. To see black christmas (pun intended)
we are family we are family
My 2 oldest bratz oh excuse me babies. o.o
we are family we are family
waiting outside taking pictures.

mom and big baby geri mom and big baby geri
waiting outside taking pictures.
tamina showing off tamina showing off
sheena coaching tamina on doing the slit safely.
we are family we are family
This is me last year on x-mas with the family. keith holding onto miracle.^^
my biggest brat today my furture lawyer my biggest brat today my furture lawyer
This is my infamous wayward furture lawyer the one and only sheena. Excuse me shee_shee diva~___~
lil geri also showing off lil geri also showing off
I told ya my kids are some dam show offs, he was the cheerleader captain in jhs.
aaliyah showing off also aaliyah showing off also
my big bratz are all showing off for the camera.^^
Me,Myself and I Me,Myself and I
Well now you have a face to go with the comments alot has changed since that time. Trust Me. I was 39 now i feel over the hill at 40 dam>.<
we are family we are family
The New york Sky line at night is indescrible. It's beautiful.
we are family we are family
This man here saved me from a life worse than death. so i'm thankful for him every day of our lives.

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These 2 are my oldest girls sheena and geraldine. sheena more or less looks like me so when you look at this picture add a few years on and that is basically how i look so now you sort of have a face to go with the name now.
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we are family we are family
getting ready to take some pictures.

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my daughter sheena my daughter sheena
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